OMG! How long has it been since i last blog?! There are 2 reason i really don't like to blog and that is....
No.1. I write realllllllllllly long story!!!
No.2 My "s" key is not working!!!(have to press "ds" at the same time to get an "s" and then delete the "D")
I got tons of story to tell but i guess i will keep it for myself, for now. haha~ Gudnite!
Friday, August 5, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Test week!!! Gambateh!
Currently sneaking from study group to kick start my blogging activity again after a while~ IT'S really have been a while since i've written a post on my blog!! Final exam is coming soon and there's no time to waste. Currently studying about marketing environment and customer buying behavior.
Enough blogging, time to continue...hehehe
Enough blogging, time to continue...hehehe
Sunday, March 20, 2011
What a mess: And it's all happening inside my head
Today, i finally and consciously realized that when i close my eyes, there are a lot of activity inside my head. It's so messy and i find it hard to calm the mind. And that is just around 5% of brain usage! Imagine 10% or more! I think people like Enstein is so full of thoughts and ideas that they are not able to express or share them all to the world. The worst part is that ppl like me kinda finds it hard to find peace in mind and soul.
I hope through mediation and prayers to God, i can slow down the activities inside my head and hopefully i can achieve great calmness~!!
Can't write further...my mind is jammed..meditation starts~
I hope through mediation and prayers to God, i can slow down the activities inside my head and hopefully i can achieve great calmness~!!
Can't write further...my mind is jammed..meditation starts~
Thursday, March 17, 2011
A revelation
Finally! I have the time to write blog. For the past few days, i have lost touch to technology and the whole world because i was meditating. Yeah, for real, i'm not joking at all. It was a wise choice. Now i understand myself better than before. I now felt more closer to God. And the best part is that i have beginning to master LUCID dream and Astral Travel.
Basically, Lucid dream is where you are aware you're dreaming. And you can control and feel everything in the dream, just like the real thing! You fall you die, you see the light.( You get the idea)
But the more advanced part is astral traveling. Most people don't believe this but i do. Basically, you don't need to got to MATTA fair to go to London or Paris or New York and Tokyo. Get the idea? All you have to do is command your soul to leave your body. Sounds simple right? >< Actually i have just experience this phenomenon twice until now. And it was really great. I felt so relaxed and peaceful and full of love. But for only a brief of time. 2 hours, i recounted. But in the astral plane, it felt like almost a day of memory or dream. Maybe the time moves faster there. I think so. I think i'm gonna wear a watch next time i go astral travel. hehe
Anyway, i think i've met with the devil in disguise while in the dream. I rather called it a vision that a dream. In the vision, i saw a lot of christians gathered at a stadium, maybe expecting a hillsong concert or something. I also saw some of my childhood friends there worshiping. I at that time, was driving round the stadium with my friends to search for a parking lot. After a while we finally found a parking lot at the back of the stadium. The sky was dark and the moon was shining brightly covering the entire stadium.
A moment later, i went up the stair leading to the stadium. Once reached there, i was shocked to find that everyone was suffered from "spirit torture". From the outside, they are not harmed in any way but then i ask in the name of Jesus Christ to see what is hidden. Then i was shocked to find out that everyone is haunted by bad spirit and the demon itself. Luckily i only see them in human form and not their scary form.
But i was not afraid. Then i don't know why but my body move by itself and then i steal some scroll from this particular demon. I heard voices that i should sign it to save everyone. While on the run, i was signing the scroll with a pen(that i don't know where it came from). But after i sign it, nothing happened. People are still being tortured. By the time the devil almost reached me, i had this instinct to read the scripture of the God in the bible. I forgot the lines but i know i was praying in the name of jesus christ to give me strength and cast away the demon to where it belong. And so it was gone. I was relieved. But other demons are still torturing the people.
In that moment, i turned to some stranger and pray for his release. I think that is the first time i actually prayed for a person in my whole life and it happened in the vision?! But the miracle starts to happen. This person is healed. But then i told him to heal the other. And so the praying continues. In a few moment, i saw everyone was completely free from the torture. After that, i finally saw everyone was truly rejoiced upon God.
From now on, i finally have no doubt that God and spirits and everything spiritual really exist. A few moment later, my body started to fade away. I think it's time for me to start going back to my body. Indeed i was. I was woken up by my alarm. The fact that i remembered every detail shocked me. It has never been so real like real life!!
Wow, from just a single astral travel, i can tell so much amazing stories already. Thank God. ^^
Anyway, to those who read this post, it is something new for me and i think i will keep telling stories and hopefully you all will believe. One last thing though, pray for world peace. Especially for Japan. While in suffering, the victims will easily lose hope and faith and that is exactly what the devil want. But God is Almighty. Offer your prayers and they will be saved. So, everyone, pray for them, and also the whole world.
Amen~!
Basically, Lucid dream is where you are aware you're dreaming. And you can control and feel everything in the dream, just like the real thing! You fall you die, you see the light.( You get the idea)
But the more advanced part is astral traveling. Most people don't believe this but i do. Basically, you don't need to got to MATTA fair to go to London or Paris or New York and Tokyo. Get the idea? All you have to do is command your soul to leave your body. Sounds simple right? >< Actually i have just experience this phenomenon twice until now. And it was really great. I felt so relaxed and peaceful and full of love. But for only a brief of time. 2 hours, i recounted. But in the astral plane, it felt like almost a day of memory or dream. Maybe the time moves faster there. I think so. I think i'm gonna wear a watch next time i go astral travel. hehe
Anyway, i think i've met with the devil in disguise while in the dream. I rather called it a vision that a dream. In the vision, i saw a lot of christians gathered at a stadium, maybe expecting a hillsong concert or something. I also saw some of my childhood friends there worshiping. I at that time, was driving round the stadium with my friends to search for a parking lot. After a while we finally found a parking lot at the back of the stadium. The sky was dark and the moon was shining brightly covering the entire stadium.
A moment later, i went up the stair leading to the stadium. Once reached there, i was shocked to find that everyone was suffered from "spirit torture". From the outside, they are not harmed in any way but then i ask in the name of Jesus Christ to see what is hidden. Then i was shocked to find out that everyone is haunted by bad spirit and the demon itself. Luckily i only see them in human form and not their scary form.
But i was not afraid. Then i don't know why but my body move by itself and then i steal some scroll from this particular demon. I heard voices that i should sign it to save everyone. While on the run, i was signing the scroll with a pen(that i don't know where it came from). But after i sign it, nothing happened. People are still being tortured. By the time the devil almost reached me, i had this instinct to read the scripture of the God in the bible. I forgot the lines but i know i was praying in the name of jesus christ to give me strength and cast away the demon to where it belong. And so it was gone. I was relieved. But other demons are still torturing the people.
In that moment, i turned to some stranger and pray for his release. I think that is the first time i actually prayed for a person in my whole life and it happened in the vision?! But the miracle starts to happen. This person is healed. But then i told him to heal the other. And so the praying continues. In a few moment, i saw everyone was completely free from the torture. After that, i finally saw everyone was truly rejoiced upon God.
From now on, i finally have no doubt that God and spirits and everything spiritual really exist. A few moment later, my body started to fade away. I think it's time for me to start going back to my body. Indeed i was. I was woken up by my alarm. The fact that i remembered every detail shocked me. It has never been so real like real life!!
Wow, from just a single astral travel, i can tell so much amazing stories already. Thank God. ^^
Anyway, to those who read this post, it is something new for me and i think i will keep telling stories and hopefully you all will believe. One last thing though, pray for world peace. Especially for Japan. While in suffering, the victims will easily lose hope and faith and that is exactly what the devil want. But God is Almighty. Offer your prayers and they will be saved. So, everyone, pray for them, and also the whole world.
Amen~!
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Busy week!
It's early March, and i got tons of stuff and assignment to do. When will get relieved of this suffering... My soul is so stressed right now that i decided to steal some of my time just to relax and write my blog. I even forgot the last time i write my post.
I thought for so long and i think i should change the way i blog. From now on, i will still stick to "old style" blogging where i write my usual stuff but with some added feature..hehe. Which is...I will post all my great ideas here for everyone to see. It's something new, since all i do until now is hiding all my ideas, afraid that it will be misused by someone out there.
Anyway, hope everyone can comment on my ideas. ^^ Peace be with u all~
I thought for so long and i think i should change the way i blog. From now on, i will still stick to "old style" blogging where i write my usual stuff but with some added feature..hehe. Which is...I will post all my great ideas here for everyone to see. It's something new, since all i do until now is hiding all my ideas, afraid that it will be misused by someone out there.
Anyway, hope everyone can comment on my ideas. ^^ Peace be with u all~
Monday, February 21, 2011
What i have been doing in the past 3 days
Wah, it feels like moving out from my apartment. I have been packing my stuff for one week intensive training for the upcoming sports event. I will be taking part in a marathon race consisting of running, kayaking and cycling. It should be fun, with proper training.
My first day
In preparation for the race, i've been buying a lot of stuff, doing a lot of shopping at locan Giant supermarket at SACC Mall in Shah Alam. When i entered the mall, it was already crowded with people, mostly malay. I was able to go near the stage and i couldn't recognize the artist which was givng a heck of a show. People were cheering like crazy. If those artist were Korean, i would be jump to the stage immediately. haha. So, i ignore the show and continue shopping. To wrap things up, i buy a lot of high protein food, tofu, soya, eggs and many more for 1 week. When i get back to hostel, my friends were shocked to see all the stuff i buy, they say all those i bought is enough for 1 month worth of food. And i think they;re right. Well, i guess i will try to finish it all in one week. Might share it with the cats. ^^
So, that night, i was preparing myself to train at the gym when i noticed that it wasn't open when i get there. It was Sunday, and it closes early. What a waste of time, but then i thought, maybe i could go to the sports centre and do some kickboxing. Yeah, that was it! But when i get there, the punching bag wasn't there. I was disappointed. But God did have a secret plan for me. The whole place was dark and since there was no people around, i decided to practice my K-pop dancing. Luckily i borrow a Sony Mp3 player from my friend and a megabass earphone. Then i open my songlists and all the korean songs play one by one.
Then, my body just went with the flow. I was K-pop dancing and singing at once. First song, GD.TOP-high high, then Tara, Taeyang...and so on. There was no rest. I was feeling the full force of the K-pop. It felt so good and the adrenaline was pumping like crazy. I started at 9 pm and to my suprise, it was already 11.30pm when the playlist ended. It was better than just hanging around at the gym. Then i decided to train my muscle with dancing. ^^
2nd Day
I woke up. And to my suprise, i was not so tired, and i was in perfect condition, my muscle wasn't hurt in anyway.All thanks to enough nutritions as prescribe by myself. hehe. I could continue my dance practice that day. After class finishes around evening, i suddenly realize that my body was feeling so heavy. I forgot to bring any sweet drinks and i felt very sleepy. Surely, my blood sugar level drops since my cells are still actively repairing itself from yesterdays workout. So, tonight, i wasn't able to train. And i decided to train for one day and rest on the next day. It was perfect. Now i have the perfect work regime to build my muscle and improve my dancing skills.
Beware dancing competition, here i come!
My first day
In preparation for the race, i've been buying a lot of stuff, doing a lot of shopping at locan Giant supermarket at SACC Mall in Shah Alam. When i entered the mall, it was already crowded with people, mostly malay. I was able to go near the stage and i couldn't recognize the artist which was givng a heck of a show. People were cheering like crazy. If those artist were Korean, i would be jump to the stage immediately. haha. So, i ignore the show and continue shopping. To wrap things up, i buy a lot of high protein food, tofu, soya, eggs and many more for 1 week. When i get back to hostel, my friends were shocked to see all the stuff i buy, they say all those i bought is enough for 1 month worth of food. And i think they;re right. Well, i guess i will try to finish it all in one week. Might share it with the cats. ^^
So, that night, i was preparing myself to train at the gym when i noticed that it wasn't open when i get there. It was Sunday, and it closes early. What a waste of time, but then i thought, maybe i could go to the sports centre and do some kickboxing. Yeah, that was it! But when i get there, the punching bag wasn't there. I was disappointed. But God did have a secret plan for me. The whole place was dark and since there was no people around, i decided to practice my K-pop dancing. Luckily i borrow a Sony Mp3 player from my friend and a megabass earphone. Then i open my songlists and all the korean songs play one by one.
Then, my body just went with the flow. I was K-pop dancing and singing at once. First song, GD.TOP-high high, then Tara, Taeyang...and so on. There was no rest. I was feeling the full force of the K-pop. It felt so good and the adrenaline was pumping like crazy. I started at 9 pm and to my suprise, it was already 11.30pm when the playlist ended. It was better than just hanging around at the gym. Then i decided to train my muscle with dancing. ^^
2nd Day
I woke up. And to my suprise, i was not so tired, and i was in perfect condition, my muscle wasn't hurt in anyway.All thanks to enough nutritions as prescribe by myself. hehe. I could continue my dance practice that day. After class finishes around evening, i suddenly realize that my body was feeling so heavy. I forgot to bring any sweet drinks and i felt very sleepy. Surely, my blood sugar level drops since my cells are still actively repairing itself from yesterdays workout. So, tonight, i wasn't able to train. And i decided to train for one day and rest on the next day. It was perfect. Now i have the perfect work regime to build my muscle and improve my dancing skills.
Beware dancing competition, here i come!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Brand new look!
It's been a while since i've been this PHOTOGENIC!!
I have never taken a cooler/cuter side of me before! This is an improvement.
All the pictures have been taken by using my laptop webcam, and i never thought that it would turn out to be "ok" type photo.
Well, what are we waiting for, here goes the photos!!!
And why did i feel like taking all these pictures? Boring of course. Since there's no one at home, embarrassment is not an obstacle. haha.
Oh~ how i wished to go to korea during this school holiday. Should be fun. But must train myself first! Learn korea, go to gym buy new fashions, and hopefully i will meet some pretty girls when i go to Korea!!
I have never taken a cooler/cuter side of me before! This is an improvement.
All the pictures have been taken by using my laptop webcam, and i never thought that it would turn out to be "ok" type photo.
Well, what are we waiting for, here goes the photos!!!
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| smile first! ^^ |
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| getting some inspiration |
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| someone tease me |
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| girlie side of me~ |
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| my version of Taecyeon 2pm |
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| hairs up! |
Oh~ how i wished to go to korea during this school holiday. Should be fun. But must train myself first! Learn korea, go to gym buy new fashions, and hopefully i will meet some pretty girls when i go to Korea!!
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